ang buhay ko kay Kristo: 2011 edition

nagsimula ang taon sa isang makasaysayang pag uusap namin..

enero ng taong ito, unang linggo ng buwan, nang bigla Niya akong tawagin..Princess Diaries--- isang recollection na nagsilbing tanglaw sa buong taon ko..Marami siyang sinabi, maraming gustong iparealize sakin..Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang paulit ulit Niyang pagpapaalala sakin na isa ako sa pinakamagandang creation Niya..napakasarap sa puso..sobrang sarap..

february..ICON ng singles for christ..isang event na ni sa panaginip di ko nakita...na posible palang ang mga kabataang tulad namin ay magkakatipon tipon para ipaglaban at panindigan ang Kanyang salita..isang napakamakahulugang weekend na puno ng pagmamahal na galing sa Kanya.. isang realization, na kailanman di ko na makakalimutan..

Nagtuloy tuloy pa ang pagtawag Niya sakin..Hindi ako makatanggi..ewan ko nga ba kung bakit..sunod sunod na pagtawag..minsan naglalambing, minsan authoritative, minsan naman seryoso, at madalas nagmamakaawa..

lumipas ang buwan ng marso hanggang hulyo..kahit pagod, kahit puyat, kahit walang pera, di ko natanggihan ang mga simpleng hiling Niya..naisip ko nalang, walang wala ang mga iyon kumpara sa mga nagawa Niya para sakin..dun palang, bawing bawi na Siya...

July din ng muli Niyang pinalaalala sakin na wala akong ibang kakapitan kundi Siya..Metro Manila Conference...pinaramdam Niya sakin na di ako nag iisa..Yinakap Niya ako sa kabila ng mga pagkukulang ko..Ramdam na ramdam ko ang comfort sa mga araw na nasasaktan ang puso ko..Ang saya saya ko ng hinayaan Niyang tumulo ang mga luha ko..kakaiba tlga Siya..

habang tuloy tuloy ako sa pagtupad ng mga simple Niyang kahilingan, tuloy tuloy din ang Kanyang pagbuhos ng mga biyaya..ang saya, sobrang saya..walang problema, walang stress, walang gulo...

October----nang biglang nasubok ang pananalig ko sa kanya..bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagod, nang inis, nang pagsasawa sa lahat ng ginagawa ko..biglang may kung anong idea ang gustong sumakop sa isip ko..di makontrol, pabalik balik, gusto akong pangunahan sa mga ginagawa ko..sobrang nakakapagod...bigla kong nakwestiyon ang sarili ko kung bat ako nagpapakapagod..napakasama ng pakiramdam ko..gusto kong mag isa ng mga panahong iyon..

Ngunit sadyang napakabait pa rin Niya sakin..walang hanggan ang pakikipaglaban Niya para muli akong makasama..sa isang FIRESTORM RALLY, tuluyan Niya akong hinugot sa madilim na sulok na kinalalagyan ko..walang tigil ang mga luha sa pagbuhos..walang tigil ang pagyakap Niya sakin..alam kong masakit ang mga nagawa ko, pero walang pakundangan Niya akong pinatawad at muling kinupkop...

Tunay Niya akong mahal..hindi ko maexplain, pero ramdam na ramdam ko yon..hanggang ngayon..

Nobyembre...sunod sunod ang pagrecover ko..Hindi Niya ako iniwan..  minu minuto Siyang nakikipaglaban upang muli Niya akong makasama...wala Siyang tigil..ramdam ko ang pagod Niya..
At sa huli, gaya ng inaasahan ko, walang dudang nagtagumpay Siya ..Napakagaling..Sobrang saya..

Huling buwan ng taon..Muli Siyang naglambing..at wala akong karapatang biguin Siya..Simple lang naman ang hiling Niya sakin, "PASAYAHIN MO ANG MGA MAHAL KO"..clear na clear ang pagkakabulong Niya..akala ko nung una, ako lang mag isa ang gagawa, pero di parin Niya ako iniwan..binuhos Niya lahat ng materyal kong kakailanganin upang tuparin ang hiling Niya..nakakatuwa lang kasi kahit sarili Niyang wish, tumulong pa rin Siya para magawa ko yun..Mahal Niya akong talaga...walang duda...nakakatuwa Siyang talaga...


Di pa man natatapos ang taong ito, walang hanggan na ang pasasalamat ko sa Kanya sa pagbibigay sakin ng isang napakaproduktibong taon sa piling Niya..hindi ko alam kung panu ako babawi..di ko rin alam kung anu pang dapat kong ibigay..ayokong mangako, pero habang nabubuhay ako, habang may pagkakataon, at habang may mga opportunity Siyang ibibigay, handa akong ibuhos ang lakas ko sa pagtupad ng mga simple Niyang kahilingan..

NAPAKASAYA KO PO AT NAKILALA KITA ... maligayang kaarawan SAYO!!

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Sometimes, the most painful part is when we are being ignored..

Yes, simplest yet powerful pain from within..

And sometimes, the one we are ignoring is the Most powerful of all, the creator of heaven and earth, the creator of our own soul and body…we ignore God..we ignore Him always…

Can you imagine how many people are living here on Earth?that’s how many times we ignore him..and just imagine how many time pains strike right through his heart…but have you ever heard him complain, or ask something from us?did he force you to do something just for him?

No, hes just around the corner waiting for you..waiting for you to do something for him…to fight for him, to do a tiny piece everything that he has done…

He is just around the corner, still waiting for you to do something for him..,he never  forces us..he never did..he never did complain…

can u imagine how painful it is for him?and even if he’s still in pain, he still embraces us when we’re in pain too…just imagine…just imagine it..sad isn’t it?

I am feeling a little of his pain right now..i cant understand myself but im feeling rejected everytime people reject him..i feel bad each time I see people ignoring him..ignoring his call..

I wanted to be angry for him..sometimes I feel like shouting on people for making it hard for him…I also hurt him, and me too is ashamed of myself…

Why is it so easy for us to hurt him?if we’re on his case, can we still afford to comfort others?i guess not..

Lets make our very own share on making his heart happy..please..

From a song “pondo ng pinoy”  “Anumang magaling, kahit maliit, basta’t malimit ay patungong langit”..

Let’s make this earth a little bit of heaven..Let's make his dream happen..Let's respond to his call..Let's be fair to him..If we can't do something for him, atleast dont hurt him..

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Your Story Can Change The World by Bo Sanchez

One evening, I was driving my family in a city with the most circuitous road network in the world.
And I was completely lost.

My passengers were scared. It was late at night, and some roads had no street lamps. One of my passengers was my aging aunt, and she was a pessimistic person. She said, “Isn’t this the place were they salvage people and throw the dead bodies in the cogon grass?”

But everytime I asked for directions, people were very helpful. I think so many people have gotten lost in their streets already, some have made it a hobby to guide the lost.

The first person I asked said, “Keep going straight, and when you see a carabao on your right, turn left, and then…”

I interrupted, “Excuse me, but what if the carabao walks to another spot?”
“The carabao can’t walk. It’s a statue,” she said.
“Oh, I see.” (Malay ko ba?)

She went on, “Keep going straight, until you reach a Sari-Sari store selling Siopao, that’s when you turn left again…”
True enough, I found the carabao.
But the problem was finding the Sari-Saristore. Because there was a Sari-Sari store in every street corner. So I had to stop in every single one of them, asking if they sold Siopao.

But the second person I asked for directions was very different.
I stopped beside a guy sitting on an owner jeep. I opened my window, greeted him, and told him where I wanted to go.
He shook his head, “That’s a very difficult place. A lot of people get lost going there…”
“Reaaaaaaly?”

He then did the unthinkable. He switched on the engine of his jeep and said, “Follow me. I’ll take you there.”
So there I was, following him through so many twists and turns, I stopped counting when I took the 26^th turn. My aunt said, “That guy will kidnap us! And then he’ll kill us, steal our car, and throw our bodies in the cogon grass.”

But fifteen minutes later, he stopped the jeep and pointed to a house. It was exactly where I wanted to go. He then waved at us and sped off.

“You see, Auntie?” I told my passenger at the back, “Your kidnapper turned out to be an Angel. He didn’t kidnap us, kill us, and throw our bodies in the cogon grass.”
She said, “Hmph. Perhaps it’s his day off.”

That little incident made me realized there are two types of guides. The first one is a pointer. The second one is a bringer.

Many People Need A Guide

Friend, many people around you are lost.
They’re seeking for happiness but they don’t know how to go there. They’ve got huge problems but they don’t know how to solve them. And they want to grow closer to God but they don’t know what to do.
God calls you to be their guide. But you can do it in two ways. You can be a pointer or you can be a bringer.
Sometimes, because of limited time, you can only point. There are people you can’t communicate often.
But for the people who you see regularly, don’t just become a pointer. Be a bringer. Walk with them. Build a relationship with them. Share your life to them. And guide them towards God.
God is asking you today: Will you be their guide?

We Love Stories

        
Your story can change the world.
How can you bring a friend closer to God?
Answer: By your life story.
I believe your life story can change the world.
Stories are very powerful.
How powerful?
Around 2500 years ago, Plato said, “Those who tell stories rule society.”
Why?

Because we love stories so much, our hearts open up to the storyteller.

To this day, I read bedtime stories to my kids at night. Almost every night, my 5-year old Francis tells me, “Daddy, read me 3 books tonight!” Little kids love stories. And we never outgrow that love for stories.
You want proof? We paid $4.5 Billion to James Cameron so we could watch Avatar and Titanic—the two top grossing movies in the history of the world. But what are movies? They’re stories set in sights and sounds.
The best songs in the world are stories set in music.

The bestselling book (second to the bible) isChicken Soup for the Soul. They’ve sold 112 million copies. But what is Chicken Soup for the Soul? A collection of stories.
I reflect on my preaching ministry. The best talks I’ve given in the past 31 years were powerful stories too.
Even Jesus preached by telling stories about a hidden treasure, a great pearl, a mustard seed, a good Samaritan, and a prodigal son.

Why do stories have power over us?

3 Reasons Why Stories Are Powerful

1. Stories mesmerize. They grab our attention. When you hear a good story, all of a sudden, you’re ushered into a different world. You enter a different universe. Why does this happen? Because stories don’t just teach the mind but touch the emotions.

2. Stories materialize. A message can be a nice theory floating in the air with no legs on the ground. But a story will make you see, hear, touch, taste, and smell your message.

3. Stories magnetize. A personal, touching story will bring the hearts of both the storyteller and the story-listener together like no other thing in the world! They say the shortest path between two hearts is a story.
I repeat: Your story can change the world.
       
Do you have a friend or loved one you’d like to bring closer to God? Here are three steps to take…

3 Steps In Guiding People

Closer To God

Step #1: Know Their Story

Step #2: Share Your Story

 Step #3: Merge Your Stories

Step #1: Know Their Story

     

When you’re trying to guide someone closer to God, you have to hear their story before you share your story.
Why? Because you need to know the person’s felt need.

Perhaps he needs healing. Or perhaps a family problem is the thorn in her flesh. Or perhaps she’s broken hearted. Or perhaps he’s angry with God for taking away his baby.
I remember sitting beside a man on the plane. After introducing ourselves to each other, I asked him, “How is life treating you?”

Instantly, tears welled up in his eyes and he told me that a fire burned down his house. In the fire, he lost his wife and two daughters. I didn’t say much. Because I didn’t know what to say. But I told him, “Can I pray for you?” I put my hand over his shoulder and asked God to comfort and strengthen him. It was a Divine appointment. God wanted me to meet that man.

But what if I didn’t listen first? What if I told him, “Let me tell you my story. When I was a child, my parents and I—including my 5 sisters—were always together. We were one close family. We always did everything together…” Wouldn’t that be rubbing salt on his wound?
It’s always important to know their story.

Step #2: Share Your Story

     

Share what God has done in your life.

It could be a before-and-after story.
Or it could be an event where you saw the hand of God in your life.
My important suggestion: Expose your weaknesses.
Don’t give the false impression that because of God in your life, your entire life is all sweet and perfect. Share your current struggles. Share your warts.
Everytime I do this, not only do I feel better, I feel that people actually appreciate my authenticity. They believe me more.

Step #3: Merge Your Stories

     

After sharing your story, invite him to journey together.
Invite him to regular coffee time with you, so you can continue to build the friendship.
You can also invite him to your prayer gathering like the Feast.
Or a small group or caring group.
Or a spiritual retreat or a Kergma conference.
You can give him an inspirational book. Or forward him an article that will help him grow closer to God.

Let me end with the true story of Ryan. This is a perfect example of how life stories are powerful and can bring many people closer to God.

I’m Ryan and I’m 29 years old.I was such a mess a long time ago. I didn’t take school seriously, I lived a very promiscuous lifestyle, I abused substances, had a hateful relationship with my father who at that time was battling depression. I didn’t go to Mass. And when I prayed, I prayed hate prayers to Christ, questioning what it was he was doing to make life better for me.And then my dad died. Life was much more complicated, I continued to live a life of Godlessness, my relationships were poisonous, and at one point, I entertained thoughts of ending my own life, to end my so-called misery.

And then a friend invited me to a small youth prayer meeting. I was at that moment when I completely turned my life around. I got to know Jesus more, and how He was working double time to soften my hardened heart and receive his blessings.

11 years after today, I am a completely changed man. I wake up each day picking up a bible and reading God’s word, I hear Mass every Sunday, I have a loving relationship with my family and my girlfriend. I have a job that doesn’t feel like a job because I’m in love with it, and this coming June, I will send my first of many scholars to school – a dream I’ve had in my heart ever since.
I am work in progress. But I believe I’m blessed now with a better life because a Jesus invited me in His love, and I let Him enter my heart, my life.

I’m blessed with a better life now because a friend invited me to a small youth prayer meeting, where I was reintroduced to Jesus, my best friend.

       What’s your story?

       What’s your experience of God?

       Use it to share God to others.

       May your dreams come true,

-bo sanchez-

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a letter to God: WALK WITH ME

I have been rejecting you for these past few days…I have been thinking bad..i have been lost…I know you’re hurt..i know ur trying to convince me..ur trying to console my heart, yet I obviously say no..i know you’ve been trying to reach me all day long..you are just by my side..i know that…I know u wanted to help me, I know you wanted to embrace me with ur love..i know you wanted to tell me something…

But please, let me feel it first…I know u don’t want me to be alone..but I want to be alone..i want it by myself…I might be selfish, but I want it on my own…and that’s exactly what im feeling right now, im so alone, I wanted to be alone..i want it by myself…I don’t need you ..i don’t need anybody..i don’t need anyone to help me…no one could help me..it is my own battle..no one would like to help me…

Im so tired..im so full of these craps..i have been drowning myself with these…I don’t want it..i don’t want to ask help from you…I have been asking so many things for others…I have been praying every night for others…and im tired of asking my personal worries to you…im tired of praying for them, yet I don’t know what to do…

Lord, I know I hurt you with these words…but please understand me…im feeling desperate…im feeling to deep…im carrying it too heavy…I wanted to talk to you without saying anything… I want to hear you speaking to me.. I want to pray without thinking anything..i wanted it solemnly…with you…I want to talk to you…I don’t know how this happens, but im tired…im so tired..im just trying to find some outlets not to let my emotions flow…I don’t want somebody suffer my words..i don’t want anybody to be hurt..yet im hurting you and im sorry..

Please understand me..i know you will…I know it is very painful, but please do it for me…I just wanted to release everything to you…you’re the only one I have..you know everything about me..i cant find any other else to catch my sentiments..you are my only one..please do understand..im sorry..i cant promise anything but im sorry..im so sorry…this is so bad…

photo from http://wordwaysministries.blogspot.com/2011/04/walking-with-god_17.html

I should be praising you, worshiping you,glorifying you…im sorry that im blaming you..im sorry..i am blinded and hurt..im having an emotional war between my soul and my earthly being..i cant understand myself..i am lost..i don’t know what to do..im breaking…im lost…

Please don’t let myself handle this Lord..please do it for me..please take this pain away..i cant handle it alone..i need you..please don’t mind my other end…please, don’t give up on me..i still want your embrace…I still want you by my side..i want your love…please do me a favor…please don’t leave me, whatever wrong words,acts or anything bad I will be doing..please don’t mind..please..please correct me…strengthen your power within me..i need it..both of us know that I badly need it..i don’t want to walk alone..i want you..i want both of us walking…walk with me Lord..please..

 entry: OCTOBER 16, 2011; 1:58pm

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im living with music...

today, October 3, 2011..no celebration at all or whatever so special..a normal day..chillin cold day..
no deadlines to be done, nor reports to be submitted..just relaxing while serenading myself with my favorite songs..songs that truly touch my heart in no reasons at all..

madaming songs yun..but let me start with songs that capture me this day...my first set of songs this day..and truly my favorite songs ever....

just a note: di ko sya favorite for reasons na naging theme song or whatsoever...i just love the lyrics, the melodies, the song itself..


10. BEFORE I LET YOU GO  by the freestyle

9. HEART OF MINE by janno gibs

8.GOD MADE YOU FOR ME by natalie grant

7. PASSENGER SEAT by stephen speaks

6. ALL MY LIFE by kc and jojo

5. LOVE and HATE COLLIDE by def leppard
 

4. WHERE EVER YOU ARE by southborder

3. OUR LOVE WILL ALWAYS LAST by edward chun

2. HERE FOR YOU by firehouse

and the song that freezes my heart everytime i hear it..the song that freezes my mind everytime it whispers to my ears..the song that i promise, i'll sing with all my heart and soul to the person that i love, loved and will love..with five verses, still the original reincarnates my loving heart.♥♥♥

1. AMAZED by lonestar

hope you have a good catch of these songs...

<<<my life will never be the same without the gift of beautiful melodies around>>>

i♥music
i♥music
i♥music

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i am way far

am i way too far?

today, nothing is really special..as what my boring days always do---browsing the net..

and flashback started...

i think im heading far from where i used to stay...

as i can remember it well, i started joining a simple group serving Christ.. at first i was hesitant, for some reasons, i didn't know why.. but i allowed God to be my guide..and absolutely, He brought me to place that i havent seen and experienced before..

March 11, 2010..the very first time i entered a small room crowded with strange people..they were singing,laughing, hugging..they were all smiling as if they knew me.. i was nervous yet excited. i found myself listening on the speaker, each thursday, although there were thursdays that i missed due to some unidentified reasons..a lot of times, i doubted, i've been troubled and i've been harrased... a lot of times, i saw myself wearing an insulting smile at each speakers' errors..

At last..I graduated from 13th thursdays, with i guess 4 absences..after graduation, i was lost again..i went back to my shell..i went back to where i used to live.. there were times when these strangers would simply knock on me, asking favors that i really cant do---serving others...there were lots of invites, lots of good people encouraging me.. but i stayed as hard as a rock..i never listened, i never entertained their thoughts or explanations of whatever ideas...

Sept 2010--when rose entered that same room, people singing, laughing, hugging..i didnt know what was in her mind, but as i can see her from a far, she was enjoying it a bit..she actively participated in each talk--which i never did...she was happy, she was excited on every thursday..

looking on her alone made me realize one thing: i should've done what she was doing..but still i was afraid..doubts clouded my mind over and over again..

We both finished the program, rose as participant and me, as a service team..a service team who didnt even bother serving..the only reason why i was there was because of rose...because i thought i should be there to encourage her more...

Her first service was baptism at Canlubang..Which at the same time, my second service (if they would allow to call it service)..Mine was christmas parties of kids and youth..By the way, my first was a Gawad Kalinga Expo, another children's event..After the event, i went home and saw her lying on her bed as if she joined a 10k marathon..she was very tired, and i was very full..full of food inside my tummy..:) i just never mind, until she started to share her experience--she was forced to sit in for the participants' baptism--one of the heaviest service so far...i was really fascinated that led me to the idea of joining that service next week..but then, i still have conditions, rose should be there as well as my facilitator..so they both have no choice at all..

That was my third service..but it was like a party again..Lord's Day..and some of us were forced to dance on the spot..Again, i saw how rose reacted on every situation, she was so active and she was so eager to serve..compared to me, who just really cant feel it that much...And we end that day a little bit fulfilled--on my side...

Services and activities come and go..and i would just attend those events that me and rose would be present..(also included on my package is ate wilma--my faci)if they will not be there, expect me to be absent as well..

There come 2011..a year that i promised to Him that im going to serve more..but then, i was again holding on to our package..but this time, with rose only..we attended activities together..we packed things together, we planned things together...we were always together..princess diaries, team building, icon, CLP, assemblies, etc...we were a happy meal..a package deal...

One day, we talked about being together, and i was the one who initiated, telling her that we should not stick too much to each other while we're on our services..i just dont know what that means that i was able to tell it to her..i really dont know my reasons..it just fluently came out from my mouth..it was clearly expressed by my tongue.. so then, she agreed..

i thought of it the whole night..and the explanation---i just wanted to prove to myself that i can serve Him with out being drag by others...but then i failed, still, i found myself with her in all of our activities..i just really cant make it alone..

i started building friendship with others..but there were still buts,doubts, fears, negative thoughts..

i thought i was starting to build relationship with the community-- alone, but again.. i was never alone..she was still there..i just really cant make it alone, and unknown to her, im selfishly asking favors again...to be with me each time...

i was not enjoying myself anymore..im being too selfish and unfair to her..i was bad..

and to teach me with my own selfishness, God finds way..she led her to a relationship in which she would be happier and loving..to cut it short, God gave her a gift..a much precious gift for being a true servant and princess to her...

He gave Froilan to her...at first i was happy knowing that this relationship will give so much joy on her heart...but as realizations flashes through my mind, that gift was not only a gift to her, but for me as well..that froilan was given to her so that she may have the freedom to express her love and compassion to other people..and slowly, fading me out from the picture so that i may live independently to serve Him..God draw me from being too dependent to others thus, affecting my heart's desire for service..He absolutely teaches me to let go of my heart's cry that ive been hiding because of fears and rejections..God freed my mind and heart in the presence of this two people...God used them to mold a real servant of Him...

I was not able to vocally thank them for this realizations..But with all my heart, God knows that they have been great instruments...They may not know this and may not be able to read this, but i know God would again help me to let them feel my sincerest gratitude towards them..

Today, i can say that im heading far..real far..im serving more and more and more that no one and nothing can even stop me..Not even a package deal, not even a value meal, not even a fries and a burger..:) i can serve independently..and truly..nothing more, nothing less...

Ahh..enough of this..:) I just simply miss rose as i randomly look at the pictures we had together in service for Christ..

God is a real God..God is grace..God is able...

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how can we not be in love

a day..a day full of love..

i just want to shout to the whole wide world that i am feeling that love..

how can i not be in love? ahhhh..nahhh..there's no other way, it is real love..

how can we not be in love? and how can i not fall in love with you?
when i wake up in the morning, it's you im thinking about.. a simple message draw a smile on my face..

how can i not be in love if when i roam around it's your face i see..
how can i not love you when you hug me so gently in my happiness and sorrows..
how can i not love you when everytime im sad, you are every ready to clown my days...

i am in love.. i promise i am in love...

nothing compares the feeling of being loved by our God...

the best love of all..


our ONE TRUE LOVE....JESUS!








photos from: yahoo.com,

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Ang Tunay na Singles For Christ (SFC)

1. Ang tunay na SFC ay nagdadasal...

2. Ang tunay na SFC ay madalas gabihin...

3. Ang tunay na SFC ay ginagawang Meeting Venue ang Jollibee, Mc Donald's, KFC o anumang fast food chain...

4. Ang tunay na SFC laging may BRO at SIS kapag katext...

                                                   Thanks Bro, Thanks Sis!

5. Ang tunay na SFC alam ang formula sa juice na pang CLP...

6. Ang tunay na SFC sumisigaw at nagtatatalon kapag inannounce kung saan ang susunod na ICON...

7. Ang tunay na SFC mahilig sa pictures. May jumpshot sa Facebook...

8. Ang tunay na SFC maraming stop over kapag uwian galing activity...

9. Ang tunay na SFC mahilig sa pansit at lugaw...

this photo's from http://panlasangpinoy.com/2010/01/14/filipino-asian-food-cooking-congee-porridge-beef-lugaw/

10. Ang tunay na SFC alam ang SPIN...

photos: http://roguepreacher.com/2010/09/test

photos:http://musingfriends.wordpress.com/2010/07/14/pens/

photos: http://www.penaddict.com/2009/05/review-apica-rain-guard-waterproof-notebook.html

photos: http://www.sfcglobal.org/downloads.aspx

11. Ang tunay na SFC interesado pag-usapang GG o anumang kilig moments...

photos: http://www.cybercauldron.co.uk/love-and-the-gods

12. Ang tunay na SFC ay PRO-LIFE!!!

13. Ang tunay na SFC iniisip ang service sa oras ng trabaho. Buklatin ang excel files o MS Word files,
      meron dyan pang SFC...

14. Ang tunay na SFC mahilig sa birthday surprise...

15. Ang tunay na SFC ay nakikita sa HH at mga assembly...

 

ang mga tutubi ay isang larawan at huwaran ng isang pagiging TUNAY NA SFC!!!:)

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salamat sayo, kaibigan ko

bakit nga ba tayo ganito?saan tayo nagsimula?

minsan kahit isipin kong ayoko ng makipag-usap sayo, andyan ka na naman para kulitin akong kausapin ka..

kakaiba ka talaga..napakakulit mo..ayaw mo kong tigilan..

at sa tagal nga ng pangungulit mo, nasanay na ako..nasanay na akong ibuhos sayo lahat ng nararamdaman ko..nasanay na akong ipagsigawan sayo ang lahat ng sama ng loob ko..nasanay na akong hingin sayo lahat, kahit simpleng bagay..nasanay na akong kasama ka...nasanay na akong sa bawat umaga, ikaw ang gusto kong kausapin, galit man ako o masaya, gusto ko ikaw unang makaalam..

wala na nga siguro akong maitatago sayo..alam mo na lahat eh. bawat hibla ng buhok ko at amoy ng paa ko, kabisado mo na..ang galing mo, nakakabilib ang pagtyaga mo sakin..

di ko alam kung panu ako magpapasalamt sayo..sa dami ng bagay na ginawa mo sakin..sa mga sakripisyong patuloy na pinagtitiisan mo makita mo lang akong masaya..isa kang biyayang di ko maipaliwanag..ang dami mong tinuro sakin..lahat ng dapat kong malaman sa buhay..ikaw ang tanging nagparamdam sakin ng totoong pagmamahal..di ko alam ang gagawin ko pagnawala ka..alam ko namang di mo ako iiwan kahit anu pa ang gawin ko, ang sakin lang, sana di rin kita iwan..

naalala ko pa, kahit di ako magsalita, alam mo na kaagad na may bagahe akong dindala..di ko alam kung panu mo nagagawa yun..kahit wala akong sinasabi,nakaready kana..

pano kaya talaga kung iwan mo ko?makakaya ko kaya?pakakawalan mo ba ako? alam mo naman siguro ang sagot ko diba?HINDI KO KAYA..HINDI KO KAYANG WALA KA..di mo naman ako bibitiwan di ba?

sana habang buhay nasa tabi mo rin ako gaya ng pinangako mo din sakin..alam kong maraming beses na kitang sinaktan at madaming beses mo na din akong sinuyo..madaming beses mo na din akong yinakap at binuhusan ng pagmamahal sa kabila ng mga ginawa ko..

minsan tinatanong ko nga sa sarili ko kung bakit ka ganyan..bakit sobrang bait mo sakin..bakit sobra sobra ka magmahal sa taong tulad ko..

mahal din kita, pero di ko alam kung papantay yun sa pagmamahal na binigay mo sakin..ang tindi mo naman kasi talaga..ang tindi mo magmahal..na hanggang kamatayan kaya mong ibigay ang pagmamahal na yan..muntik ko ng makalimutan, tinanggap mo pala ang kamatayan sa tindi ng pagmamahal mo sakin..bakit ka ganun?sino ba ako sayo?

walang kapalit at walang katulad ang ginawa mo para sakin..isa kang tunay na  kapatid, katropa, kafacebook, katwitter, katumblr , lahat na..

isa kang tunay na kaibigang patuloy na nagmamahal sakin sa kabila ng lahat..

isa kang kakaibang nilalang..

isa kang Diyos na nagkatawang tao para mahalin ako..

wala kang katulad...iba ka kaibigan..iba ka...

salamat sa lahat..salamat sayo..salamat...walang hanggang pasasalamat..

sana magkaroon ako ng pagkakataog mahalin ka sa paraang mahal mo ako..

 

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