nais ko sanang...

isang pagkakatong napalampas ko na naman..

mayron akong isang panalangin na parang sadyang tinutupad Niya..
di ko alam kung talaga nga bang sagot iyon o ako lang ang nagkukumbinsi sa sarili kong sagot nga yon.

matagal na yun.. sabi ko nga gusto ko ng sabihin..lagi mo kasi akong inaasar..di ko alam kung ako lang ba ginaganyan mo o lahat kami..

di ko din alam kung dapat ko ba talaga yung sabihin...kapag sinabi ko ba matutuwa ka?o kaya naman kapag sinabi ko ba iiwas kana?

yan lang naman dalawang tanong na laging nasa isip ko..simpleng tanong, pero mabigat sa puso.
oo, mabigat..di ko alam kung anong mangyayari eh..kaya mas pipiliin ko nalang yung kung saan tayo magtatagal..walang iwasang mangyayari, yun nga lang, wala ding kasiyahang magaganap..

mahirap sakin..kasi ako ang nakakaramdam..di ko din kasi alam kung pareho ba tayong nararamdaman o sadya ka lang talagang natutuwa sakin..ang problema, di na ako natutuwa eh, umaasa na ako..mali,pero yun ang nabubuo sa puso ko..

sayang lang...kasi habang nakikita at nakakasama kita, lagi ko paring naiisip, anu kaya kung nasabi ko yun?lagi paring naglalaro sa isipan ko ang mga tanong na gusto kong sagutin mo..
lagi ko paring naiisip, panu kaya kung naging tayo?

masaya pa rin naman ako kasi andyan ka..pero mas sasaya sana ako kung di ko napalampas ang pagkakataong tanungin ka..
alam kong matagal pa tayong magsasama, alam kong matagal mo pa rin akong aasarin,bibiruin, kukulitin..
at
alam ko ring matagal din akong aasa, mag aantay, magbabakasakali...

pero kahit matagal, dun naman tayo magtatagal...

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pighieder :)

He was the team's main guy off the bench as he continued to provide instant offense when superstar James Yap was resting. The 30-year-old shooting guard was also hampered by an injury last season that's why his numbers dropped significantly. Simon suited up for 52 games but averaged just 5.6 points per game, his lowest since his 4.4 ppg in 2005-06 season which also ended his three straight seasons of averaging in double figures. But with his minutes expected to increase this season, this could be a real big year for the guy they call the "Super Sub."http://www.pba.ph/teams/player/194 

and so this is my idol PETER JUNE SIMON..my, MVP, my man, my idol, my dream.. 


basketball is my first love..can you imagine a four year old girl crying over a loss game of her fave team?
exactly that age, i was a total addict of basketball..


more than a decade passed, still my heart for this sport beats..


and it continue beating for this man..the man over-shined by his co team players.. the man who never gained popularity on his first run to PBA..the man who was just remembered on several games.

People are asking who he is, as obviously he is not as famous as James Yap, haha!But--- I never ended supporting him.. even though most of the time he would just be playing for few seconds and back to bench again.. the moves he showed on that limited time just then added my desire to support him more..


for many years, I am just contented seeing him on television..and nothing more compares my overflowing joy when he was recognized as a super substitute for James Yap..yes, only a sub, but then, at long last, he was recognized..


Just this year, my prayers of meeting him personally was answered.
Seeeeeeee------

I've been dreaming of this day. I even included it on my dreamboard "to meet my only PJ one day"
God is so good, I never thought that this day would actually happen.. And mind you, it was not just a simple meet and greet, God  loves me so much that He gave me a chance to ride on PJ's car..Whew! My heart was kinda exploding!

It was a dream come true..God is so magnificent..

As long as I can shout, as long as I can give my standing ovation, and as long as I live...I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU PJ! and i will support you, NO MATTER WHAT!

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