2011-2012

coron - 09.2012

vigan - 05.2012

magallanes - 04.2012

sorsogon baywalk - 04.2012

bohol - 02.2012

cebu - 02.2012

boracay - 02.2012

corregidor - 01.2012

baguio - 10.2011

PMA - 10.2011

EK - 06.2011

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2012 Life's Travel

life's version this year is another celebration of love and hope.. a celebration of how life is given to us freely..decisions are all base on our own..we are the writer of our own story.. and God made the final edit..

my 2012 is a lot of ups and downs, love and pain, laughter and tears, blessings and challenges..

January-as a year opener,  opened my heart and soul for searching of what my heart wanted. Island of Corregidor witnessed how I leaped for joy seeing the entire place.. The island of my dreams. The island that my heart longed, long ago.. Truly God is an amazing God.. Truly, dreams do come true..

The month of hearts was a double header.. A food for my eyes and a food for my soul.. Boracay has been one of the most talked about places in the country, and with the help of angels around, I was there week before heart's celebration..A great experience with great friends.

SFC International Conference came on its way week after that sexy beach adventure.. It was my 3rd time in Cebu and 2nd time in Bohol yet the fun was a brand new one.. Dealing with our Creator's best teaching will always be a great experience.. The conference was a soul purifier, a magnificent experience of God..

Service is a service, with side trips literally on my side, my service for the Lord is still in my heart. God already knew those things.. Right? :))

Love grower month- MAY 2012- love for the children of God and teaching them everyday of that month was simply amazing. And I got one free inspiration from that. Shhhhh.. :)) And I got again a travel experience with the very first person i shed tears this year..Alam na! :)) But then, love grows!!

Middle this year was the busiest one, in work, in service, in family, in friends, in relationships, in love and in God..It was my first day of work, my lipat bahay moment, God's first concrete answer to my prayers, my great acting experience of pretending and trying to feel normal of everything that was happening, my first ever confession of what I felt, and my first ever record breaking heartache.. Nice share of midyear..

Good thing God is always present in everything. Bad times never seemed so bad at all because of Him. Following months all lead to heart exercise.. Love push overs, tumbling relationships.. It was a hard time, and God is always there.. Tears all over and sleepless nights were all uninvited yet always present..Good thing God is always present in everything, really.. :))

BER months, are now gifts.. From fresh Coron travel, relationships started to bloom, new beginnings are great, love's celebrations are so cool, forgiveness is refreshing!! The year is approaching its last day yet God still gives pahabol happiness that no one can explain.. Sobrang saya!!!

Life indeed is a circus, sometimes we cry, we shout, we hate..But later on, we start to smile, to laugh, to love, to forgive, to heal.. 2012 is soon to be a closed chapter in my life, but people will remain and will again play another role in my 2013.. :))

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12.12.12

last in history ang 12.12.12

"kung pwede lang kunin ko ung pinakamalaking tubo sa bahay at ihampas ko sa pagmumukha mo ng malaman mong naghihintay ako"

"yung tipong ikaapat na araw ng pananahimik pero ang ingay ingay naman sa loob ng isip"

"sana wag na ulit magkita para ok na"

"ang feeling na nag-aantay ka na magkaron ng snow sa Pilipinas"

"magpretend ka hanggat kaya pa"

"yung excitement na magkakausap kayo ng Idol mo"

"at yung pilit na tinatago na nasasaktan ang puso, tapos biglang ngingiti kunwari"

"ang kagustuhan makita yung isip mo kung andun din ba ako"

"nakasleeveless sa klimang taglamig, hirap nun diba"

"buti nalang may hangin"

"pagmulat ng mata, ikaw ang nasa puso at isip, pero si Idol pa din ang inuna"

"mahal kita batman"

"mahal kita Ina"

"mahal kita Idol"

"cge na nga, mahal din kita, masaya kana?"

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song haunts

out of nowhere, narinig ko tong kanta..and seemed like it's telling me something..and i dunno how to react. parang yung lyrics niya may gustong sabihin sakin. parang kinakausap ako..

i heard this song several times..pero parang kagabi, dahan dahang binubulong sa tenga ko ang kantang to..
and worst, nalungkot ako.. bakit? aba, ewan kung bakit..

anyway, eto yung lyrics nia..super weird.

She knows when I'm lonesome, 
she cried when I'm sad 
She's up in the good times, 
she's down in the bad  
Whenever I'm discouraged, she knows just what to do  
But girl, she doesn't know about you
 
I can tell her my troubles, 
she makes them all seem right 
 I can make up excuses not to hold her at night  
We can talk of tomorrow, 
I'll tell her things that I want to do  
But girl, how can I tell her about you?
 
How can I tell her about you? 
Girl, please tell me what to do  
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you 
So girl, won't you tell me how to tell her about you?
 
How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away  
How can I say it's you and I think of every single night and day  
But when is it easy telling someone we're through  
Ah girl, help me tell her about you.

http://www.google.com.ph/

parang pang mistress?di naman aq ganun, or wala naman akong ginawang parang ganito..
it's really weird..this song haunts me till this day.. 
and im playing it uncounted times today.
  
how can i tell her about you? 
about me? hmmm..

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dear

dear dear dear,

pambihira ka naman.. ilang buwan na akong ganito sayo at parang continuous ang sitwasyon.. tapos ikaw, ginagawa mo akong status update mo..

oh life! hanggang kelan tayo ganito..nakakaramdam naman ako ng feelings ng ibang tao, pero yung sayo, bat di ko man lang mabasa..o sadyang wala talaga akong mababasa..

kung di ako nagkakamali magpipitong buwan mo na akong ginagawang shock absorber, yun nga, status update, kung nasaan kana , anu ginagawa mo, anu nangyari sayo, asan mga magulang mo, problema mo sa office, pakikipagdate mo, problema mo sa mga gamit mo, pagbudget mo, plano mo, mga gusto mong gawin, mga gusto mong baguhin, mga past experiences mo at kung anu anu pang mga gusto mong sabihin tungkol sa buhay mo.. di mo ba nahahalata, konti nalang memorize ko na kung sino ka talaga..baka mamaya magulat nalang aq na sakin mo itanong mga memories mo..diary ba ako dear?

sa mahigit kumulang 7,000 exchange of messages natin and counting pa pala, di ko alam kung anu ako sayo..
at ang nakakabaliw dun, alam ko na kung anu ka sakin..comedy diba?

pambihira talaga..nakakapagtaka ang sitwasyon ko..gusto ko munang dumistansya sayo, pero kung makapagtanong ka kung ganun ba talaga ako ka-occupied bat di ako nakapunta, eh parang ang laking kasalanan na ng nagawa ko..ang weird mo dba..

haynaku dear..pasalamat ka mahal kita kaya lagi akong available para sayo..ipagdasal mo na wag akong mapagod..dahil pagnasanay ka, at pagod na ako, lagot na.. :)

sige, magpapakasaya muna ako sa kung anong kaya mong ioffer sakin..friends, so let's be friends..

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november 19

magbabaptism na nga..

november 19, monday, 3 days before baptism ng clp: namulat akong mabigat ang loob, iba iba ang nararamdaman, malungkot, at parang gusto kong sumigaw. eto na naman ako, tulad ng dati, di mapaliwanag nang lubos ang sarili. pakatapos ng ilang minutong pagkatulala, nakita ko ang aking sariling namumugto ang mata sa luha. bakit ako umiiyak? bakit nga ba?

may mga oras na gusto kong suyurin ang isip at puso ko upang mahanap ang rason ng aking madalas na pagluha. nung una, di ko maramdaman at mahanap ang sagot kung bakit. at hanggang ngayon, alam kong may iba't ibang rason, pero di ko pa rin matumbok ang mga rasong yun.

anu man ang dahilan ng mga pagluhang yun, isa lang ang maliwanag kong nakikita, pagmamahal. pagmamahal na hindi ko na maipaliwanag. pagmamahal sa ibang tao, sa pamilya at sa nag iisa kong Diyos. pagmamahal na hindi ko mailabas at maipakita sa kanila. pagmamahal na patuloy kong tinatago sa sarili ko.

siguro darating ang tamang panahon na ang lahat ng nararamdaman kong pagmamahal ay maipapakita ko sa kanila. sa ngayon, maaring masaya ako sa kadahilanang marunong akong magmahal at muli kong binuksan ang puso kong ibigin ang mga taong ito. sa ngayon maaring naguguluhan ako sa ibang bagay, pero naroon pa rin ang paniniwala ko sa minamahal kong Diyos, na pinapatawad Niya ako sa anumang mga nagawa ko.

handa ulit ako sa mga susunod na pagluha tulad ng pagiging handa kong magmahal.

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My new found friend

I dont have any idea about this man. I heard his name so many times, but never mind knowing him or his story. I have been a volunteer catechist for children in Cubao, and often times, Father Ronald will ask those children who this man is and what are his contributions in the Catholic community.

And so tongue to tongue, he is present. As October is saying hello, his name sounded so loud that almost everybody can recognize except me. With my curiosity, I decided to stop my morning routine when I heard his name on TV. I dont know what happened but i felt like crying during that day. My nerves were so alive and wanted to know so much more about him. After that media presentation, I got my journal. I have no idea of what I was writing during that time. 

A closest friend then send me message to make an AVP about him.. Oh my!what a coincidence, sa dami ng pwede niyang lapitan bakit ako?!

And that was my starting point. We are destined to meet.

Dears, welcome my newly found friend:

The Biography of Pedro Calungsod

PEDRO CALUNGSOD was a young native of the Visayas region of the Philippines. Very little is known about him. He was just one of the boy catechists who went with some Spanish Jesuit missionaries from the Philippines to the Ladrones Islands in the western Pacific in 1668 to evangelize the Chamorros. Life in the Ladrones was hard. The provisions for the Mission did not arrive regularly; the jungles were too thick to cross; the cliffs were very stiff to climb, and the islands were frequently visited by devastating typhoons. Despite all these, the missionaries persevered, and the Mission was blessed with many conversions. Subsequently, the islands were renamed “Marianas” by the missionaries in honor of the Blessed Virgin Mary and of the Queen Regent of Spain, María Ana, who was the benefactress of that Mission.
But very soon, a Chinese quack, named Choco, envious of the prestige that the missionaries were gaining among the Chamorros, started to spread the talk that the baptismal water of the missionaries was poisonous. And since some sickly Chamorro infants who were baptized died, many believed the calumniator and eventually apostatized. The evil campaign of Choco was readily supported by the Macanjas (sorcerers) and the Urritaos (young male prostitutes) who, along with the apostates, began persecuting the missionaries.
The most unforgettable assault happened on 2 April 1672, the Saturday just before the Passion Sunday of that year. At around seven o’clock in the morning, Pedro—by then already about 17 years old—and the superior of the mission, named Padre Diego Luís de San Vitores, came to the village of Tomhom, in the Island of Guam. There, they were told that a baby girl was recently born in the village, so they went to ask the child’s father, named Matapang, to bring out the infant for baptism. Matapang was a Christian and a friend of the missionaries, but having apostatized, he angrily refused to have his baby baptized.
To give Matapang some time to cool down, Padre Diego and Pedro gathered the children and some adults of the village at the nearby shore and started chanting with them the truths of the Catholic Faith. They invited Matapang to join them, but the apostate shouted back that he was angry with God and was already fed up with the Christian teachings.
Determined to kill the missionaries, Matapang went away and tried to enlist in his cause another villager, named Hirao, who was not a Christian. At first, Hirao refused, mindful of the kindness of the missionaries towards the natives; but when Matapang branded him a coward, he got piqued and so he consented. Meanwhile, during that brief absence of Matapang from his hut, Padre Diego and Pedro took the chance of baptizing the infant, with the consent of the Christian mother.
When Matapang learned of the baptism, he became even more furious. He violently hurled spears first at Pedro. The lad skirted the darting spears with remarkable dexterity. The witnesses said that Pedro had all the chances to escape because he was very agile, but he did not want to leave Padre Diego alone. Those who knew Pedro personally believed that he would have defeated his fierce aggressors and would have freed both himself and Padre Diego if only he had some weapons because he was a very valiant boy; but Padre Diego never allowed his companions to carry arms. Finally, Pedro got hit by a spear at the chest and he fell to the ground. Hirao immediately charged towards him and finished him off with a blow of a cutlass on the head. Padre Diego gave Pedro the sacramental absolution. After that, the assassins also killed Padre Diego.
Matapang took the crucifix of Padre Diego and pounded it with a stone while blaspheming God. Then, both assassins denuded the bodies of Pedro and Padre Diego, dragged them to the edge of the shore, tied large stones to the feet of these, brought them on a proa to sea and threw them into the deep. Those remains of the martyrs were never to be found again.

When the companion missionaries of Pedro learned of his death, they exclaimed, “Fortunate youth! How well rewarded his four years of persevering service to God in the difficult Mission are: he has become the precursor of our superior, Padre Diego, in Heaven!” They remembered Pedro to be a boy with very good dispositions, a virtuous catechist, a faithful assistant, and a good Catholic whose perseverance in the Faith even to the point of martyrdom proved him to be a good soldier of Christ (cf. II Tim 2:3).
Padre Diego Luís de San Vitores was beatified in 1985. It was his beatification that brought the memory of Pedro Calungsod to our day. On 5 March 2000, Pope John Paul II beatified Pedro Calungsod at Saint Peter's Square in Rome.

http://pedrocalungsod.page.tl/Biography.htm

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I'm starting to love Him. ♥

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IT'S More Fun in HIM

why oh why masaya sa Singles for Christ?

Uhhhh..that i, dunno!!!

 all i know is that every time I'm with the community, I feel God's LOVE..and I am always reminded how precious and loved I am..

At, at at...kinakausap na ako ni Lord..yeah..He is speaking and answering me..clearly..Binggong binggo..

Can't explain the feeling..pero masaya talaga magserve sa Kanya..at madami dami nadin ang aking mga na acquire na values.. Although my times na nakakapagod, but more fun naman ang kapalit!!

Anyway, madami pa akong gustong sabihin bakit IT'S mOre Fun In SFC, kaya lang, sayang naman ng clip na ginawa ko..

To God be the glory!!ALWAYS!!!

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1,2,3

we've been together for sooooo long..spell so long, really so long na we already memorized each others language, body language, sign language, and all other language na applicable satin..

 you know how i sleep, i know how you cry, you know how i laugh, i know how u brush your teeth, you know kung nautot ako :) , i know if you're tired, you know when im serious and i know when you're in trouble..

you are so familiar on how i can get the most prettiest and sexiest angle pagnagpapapicture tayo..on where to put my hands, how to bend my knees, where to focus my eyes.. you have been my soooo favorite number one photographer.

together and literally hand in hand, we venture our lives here in manila. though not emotionally ready, we both have a heart that shouts for our families needs. in laughter and in pain, may pera o wala, kakain o hindi, sabay tayong nagugutom at tumatawa sa problema.. we are a package deal, value meal, happy meal, buy one take one deal, twin deal and lahat ng klaseng togetherness deal..

for almost nine years, ganyan ang condition natin. although there were times that we didnt have time to meet personally, we both know na deep with in our hearts,  we are just a text away and in any moment in any time, we can free ourselves just for the benefit of both of us..

God also made His ways to nourish our relationship. Nilimot na natin yun and we both cherish the friendship that we had. Kahit naging silent ako for that moment in your life (coz me too was having a hard time mending my heart for someone, naks!), I prayed to our Lord to give you the best helping hand that you need. Nasa province ako nun, and naramdaman ko nalang na I failed to save you in your darkest hour.

And i promised that time that i will never let that happen again.

So then, we started a new journey. Malaya tayong lumipad tungo sa ating mga pangarap..Tears become laughter when we are together. Financial problems, which is 100% present in us, never succeed to ruin the joy that we have.

God again binded us. In a Christian Life program, we renew ourselves to the Most Holy promise of Our God. Not just for our own benefit but also nurturing and touching  lives of others. God knows how grateful I am to have you in serving Him. It was an unexplained happiness when i saw how you surrendered yourself to Him. And an unending joy when I saw you serving others unselfishly.

Singing praises to Him, serving Him, glorfying Him become our hobby. Minsan nauubos na ang time natin sa mga simple household chores to give way to our household meetings. But then it was so fullfilling, diba? :)

And, nagkaroon pa tayo ng time to go out of town to be bonded..Nasobrahang bonding sa mata ng iba, but we never mind them. Bonding natin yun..And again, kahit walang, wala, we make ways para lang makapag-unwind. Matatag eh..

Ganyan tayo kaclose..our intestines, minds and hearts are connected via an invisible tiny thread that God created. we have been through ups and downs..

I dont have any idea on how we can win our relationship back. All i know is that I'm suffering too much, but it's my way to let you realize how precious you are to us, to me and to our Creator. I dont want you to forget all the memories that we have, all i want for you is to be strong. I also dont know if what im doing is right, maybe it's not, but all i want for you is to have your self back. the true you. the person i met 9 years ago.

I'm still hoping to see you smile again, with or without me. God has plans why He's letting these things happen. And whatever it is, I'm extra positive that it's for the good of both us.

May God be with us always..

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if we had an exchange of heart

if we had an exchange of heart..then you'd know why I fell apart.

sometimes, we wonder why we need to feel pain..why we need to feel all these hurts..and sometimes, we wonder, why it happened to us..

facing reality is the hardest thing to do. it is the hardest thing ever created when we are almost eaten by hurts. it seems like there is no easy way of escaping reality and we wish of not waking up anymore. and what hurts most is when people causing the pain are nearest to our hearts, and all the more we wish to escape from it..

but , as we become mature, we realized that we cannot escape pain..and the more we find ways to escape from it, the more it becomes painful..the more we suffer..

photo from yahoo.com

just like the lyrics of the song above, and how i suffered and wish we had an exchange of heart.. 
if we had an exchange of heart, you might know why i fell apart..
if we had an exchange of heart, you might know my reasons..you might know what i have been through..

there are so many IFs:

if you only knew how painful it is for me not to be with you in your darkest hour, if you only knew how i feel so defeated whenever you hurt yourself, if you only knew what i have been through when i decided to let you go..if you only knew how much it hurts when you keep on ignoring His answer to your question..

Reality?
These IFs will remain IFs..exchange of heart will never happen to us..i will not know what you felt and you will not know what i felt..

Pain is really something that we never wish to feel.. But pain has no exemption. We are not exempted and i guess the only way for us to heal is to forgive..

God forgives us, and I am so serious begging to Him to teach me to forgive.. And im still praying that you understand me better now..

Im always in puzzle with this line " NO PAIN NO GAIN"..
i guess it's true, we are still in pain but in God's time, we will both celebrating its gain!

by the way, if we had an exchange of heart, you will also know how much i love you..

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maling akala

isa pa rin akong failure..

ngayon ay pagdiriwang ng araw ng mga puso..akala ko magiging masaya ako..akala ko matutupad ko ang promise ko..

hindi pala..hindi pa rin pala sapat ang mga ginagawa ko..mahina pa din..

ilang buwan na ang nakalipas ng imbitahan ko sila sa lugar na naging pugad ng aking lubos na kasiyahan at malalim na pakikipagrelasyon..sobrang masaya ako..akala ko, mararamdaman din nila ang kasiyahan at mga pagnanais ng puso ko..excited ako..excited ako kasi may kasama ako..maibabahagi ko sa kanila ang mga naging  masasayang aral na napulot ko..

habang tumatagal nakakasama ko sila..may mga oras na andun sila, may mga oras na mag isa ako..ngunit nangingibabaw ang lungkot sa puso ko sa tuwing wala sila at mag isa akong nakikipaglaban sa pangako ko..akala ko talaga magiging ok ang lahat..akala ko mapapasaya ko ang tanging mahal ko..

lumipas pa ang mga araw..ang pagnanais ko na makapagpasaya sa mahal ko ay mas lalong umuusbong..gusto kong hindi lang ako ang magpapasaya sa kanya..gusto ko madami kami..at mas gusto ko kung yung mga taong mahalaga sakin ang kasama ko..

pero nabibigo parin ako..di ko pala kaya..di ko pala kayang ipaglaban siya..

sa ngayon parang ang puso ko lang ang mag isang naghahangad na mapasaya siya..hindi ko parin pala kayang dalhin sila at isama sa sarili kong pangako sa kanya..

sana indi ka nagtatampo sakin..ginagawa ko ang lahat para maramdaman nila ang lahat ng ipinaparamdam mo sakin..alam kong alam mo ang kagustuhan kong ishare sa iba ang nararamdaman kong pagmamahal galing sayo..alam mong gustong gusto kong tuparin ang pangako kong maging madami kaming nagsisilbi at nagmamahal sayo..

mahal ka nila..alam natin pareho yun..siguro may mga sandali lang na natatakot sila..na nakakalimutan nilang isurrender lahat sayo at bigla silang nagwoworry..sayang, yun ang unang una kong natutunan sayo na gusto kong matutunan din nila..pero mukhang malabo..

alam kong di mo ko pababayaan..at di mo rin sila pababayaan..mahal ka namin lahat..sana dumating ang panahong matuto silang isuko sayo ang lahat at ipaubaya ang mga ito..sana dumating ang araw na maramdaman nila ang nararamdaman kong ligaya pagkasama kita..sana maramdaman nila na nabubuhay ka sa ibang tao..at yung mga taong yun ang lubos na nagpapasaya sakin ngayon..

sana makita ka nila sakin..tulungan mo akong maging katulad mo..

gusto ko lang naman suklian ang lahat ng ginawa mo sakin..mahal kitang talaga...

maligayang araw ng mga puso!!!

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galing sa dalwang pusong nagmamahalan

coz i love her with all that i am..

yan ang song na pinakikinggan ko sa ngayon..sarap sa tenga..para kang nasa wonderland pagsinabayan mo yung melody..

ano bang meron sakin ngayon? bukod sa very blessed ako..andaming blessings..iba ibang forms of blessings..hmm..anu pa ba meron?

wala naman masyadong bago..im still here, working..browse ng net, makinig sa mga makabagbag damdamin na songs...hehehe..weird talaga ako..

nakakatuwa lang..may nabasa kasi ako sa isang networking site.. a conversation between manong driver and magkasintahan..

boyfriend: manong bayad, dalawa, quiapo
driver: galing saan?
boyfriend: galing sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan..


hahahahaha..oh di ba laftrip...nakakatuwa sa sobrang korni..hahaha
ayun lang..natuwa lang ako..mababaw talaga kaligayahan ko..
i remember kahapon , natuwa ako ng sobra sa mga smileys sa YM..aynaku..para nga talaga akong bata..

anyway,sakin kasi, mga simpleng bagay nakakapagpagaan na ng puso ko.. ang simpleng bati ng goodmorning sa umaga, napakahalagang bagay na nun sakin..yung simpleng pangungumusta din lang, anong saya ko na..

ang tao talaga, kanya kanyang hilig..kanya kanyang trip..

ang kasiyahan naman kasi nasa puso yan..isa siyang choice..kung gusto mong maging masaya or maglulungkut lungkutan ka..diba, simple lang naman..

pero bat may mga taong malungkot?hay, cguro may pinagdadaanan..
hayaan na nga natin cla..basta tayo masaya..period..ipagpray nalang natin ang mga pusong di nagmamahal kaya di masaya...

hahaha..odiba?laftrip na naman...:))

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manlain lain na pagbabago

25 paduman sa 26..
madalion lang talaga an panahon..dati, nagkakanam kanam lang ako..nakibadil badilan sa mga pinsan ko, nagmumurumaestrahan, nakikifootball,baseball, balay balayan, kanta kantahan...sa mga simpleng bagay na yan, maogma na an taon ko..

manlain lain lang na mga gibo gibo, nabibilog na an taon ko.. haaayyy..kasiram maging batit..

anyway, sabi nga ninda, di na ako batit..daraga na ako, may responsibilidad, aram na an tama sa mali, maaram na magplano san buhay, maaram na magdiskarte..

amu nga tlga, dako na ako...pirang bulan nalang i'll be saying goodbye to my silver age..and, tadadannn!!!!!silver plus one na ako..

kun tama an alaala ko, sa laog kan dekadang nakalipas, manlain lain na bagay an nangyari sako. pero hanggang niyan, 10 years ago, grabe an pasasalamat ko sa mga tawong nagbulig sakon san nakalipas na 2002..di man ninda aram personally na grabe an naibulig ninda sakon, pero dahil sa inda, nagbatog magdalagan an buhay ko..25 na tawo, nagtarabang tabang nan nagtiwala sa kakayahan ko..kun anu ako niyan, dahil idto sainda...

10 years ago, nagbatog ako mangarap san futuro ko..tagos hanggang buto an namamatian kong pagtios san mga taon na yan, kaya gabos na medjos nin pagbuhay, warang takot kong linaog..wara akong piniling lugar nan pagkakataon..basta, aram kong makakatabang sako, go lang ako ng go..

june 16, 2002--pangadyi na di ko hunaon na sisimbagon..25 na tawo an nagtao kan tiwala ninda saakon..25 na tawo na nakabulig san pagklase ko hanggang matapos, 25 na tawo na ginibo na mga anghel nin Mahal na Diyos para tabangan an nagsasaragyad ko na pagtios..

2002, sarong taon bag-o ako magcollege..manlain lain na worries an namamatian ko..pinoproblema ko kun pan-o ako maklase, o makakaeskwela pa ba ako, o matrabaho muna, o maghanap na scholarship na available maski dai ko gusto an course..halos first quarter san taong yan, mga bagay na yan an naglalaog sa utak ko..na di ko ngani aram kung mangyayari an gusto ko o dili na..

sarong bagay lang an pinaniniwalaan ko sadto: an makatapos nin pageskwela an makakahaw-as sa amon sa kamutangan namon...kaya grabe na lamang an pangadyi ko na sana maski ini lang di na sako ipagkait nin Mahal na Diyos..

lain ko hunaon, na sa petsang yan (june 16) ipinadara nin Diyos an 25 tawong yan para magtabang sako..
hanggan niyan, pagbinabalikan ko an buhay ko, wish ko man gihapon na sana , magkaigwa ako nin personal na oras para saro saroon na pasalamatan ang mga tawong yan sa ginibo ninda sa buhay ko..although dai arog kadali san inaasahan ko an nangyari, pero kun di dahil sainda, di ko aram kun hain ako niyan o kung anong buhay an igwa ako niyan..

aram man ninda o dai, aram nin Kagurangnan na dakulaon an pasasalamat ko sainda..pangadyi ko nalang, na kung dai ko man sinda matabangan, bahala na an Diyos na magbalos kan maray nindang nagibo sa buhay ko...

manlain lain na pagbabago an naghahalat sa buhay ko sa taon na ini bunga kan manlain lain na tabang na tinao sako kan 25 na manlain lain na tawo na nagbuo kan futuro ko..salamat saindo!

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